” “We seem to have the perfect solution, Emily, just as things are. You get to have both your sexual stimulation and your loving relationship with... me.” “That’s really what I wanted to talk to you about, darling,” she said. “The last thing I want to happen is for our relationship to be damaged because of my carnal desires, my need to be wanton and unrestrained with Rich. I need to know that we are safe, Evan.” “We’ve hardly mentioned my relationship with Janice,” Evan noted. “Oh, that’s easy,”. "I want to run alone. I have some things to think about," I said."Well I'll wait and eat with you," she said."I've got a better idea," I told her, "Why don't you have dinner with fucking Marge."I drove to the park and clipped my iPod to the waistband of my shorts. I started running hard and fast. I loved to run because it gave me time to clear my mind of all of the junk that jumbled around up there.Why the fuck did Beth need to try out some other guy? We'd just spent the last week trying out so. I cringe."Okay well text me the address later. I gotta go. Bye." I'm so flusteredI just want out of there."What? No kiss?" I'm repulsive remember." It's pointed."Oh right! Bye then. I love you," he says facetiously."Stop it!" I slam the door for effect.Outside I hold up the key remote and press it, and hear the double beepof a car unlocking.It's a pleasant surprise.A little red late model Mazda 3. Shiny clean. I obviously love this cargiven it's so well kept. I feel a little excited tingle as I. ’ ‘I want you to take me to bed,’ she said softly. ‘I want you to take me to heaven, I want you to take me all around the world, I want you to take me up one side and down the other, but most of all I just want you to take me. I want you to give me all you have, to put it to me until I go crazy from taking it, until I can’t take it any more. I want you to go on and go on until I can’t stop coming. I want to be your personal loose woman, as loose as you want as long as I stay tight for you in.