" She pauses then says "may I ask about your dad?" Well, he decided not to be a part of our lives so I won't be part of his." She gives me another hug..., but this time she lingers a bit. Here I am having sexual thoughts about her but knowing she is going through an emotional time.It didn't take long, but I power up the computer and it starts up flawlessly. Thank God. I didn't want to screw that up. I hear my Mom call my name. I was hoping for some free time with Amy in her room alone. Might as. I quicklyran to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Although I shouldbe upset, I was kind of excited. Her is the body of a woman, and let's behonest, almost every guy wonders what it feels like. Well, I get toexperiment with it. As I moved my arm, the body in the mirror moved itsarm. I said softly "wow, this is unbelievable" but was surprised when itwasn't my voice coming out of my head, but hers. "I sound just like Anna,this is absolutely incredible."There was a soft knock on. And had just made myself a cup of coffee to wash down my sandwich I noticed a young couple in their mid twenties take shelter in the swinging door. No umbrella or even a rain coat between them they,d been completely soaked, She in a light summer dress so soaked her bra and knockers of a darker colour than her dress completely on view. The Male wore a shirt and jeans over trainers, the girl in sandals. She was quite pretty despite her bedraggled State, dark hair long and in streaks as she tried. Then I got the idea that I should think you had nice eyes. I haven't known what you've done since that, but I was looking for changes so I've noticed how my appraisal of you evolved as the weeks and months went by." But ... but why didn't you say anything?" Because I wanted it. More than anything, I wanted it." What? Why?" What do you mean why? I love you, Jake. When we were little I used to daydream about you and me being married and having kids. If it weren't for you I never would have gotten.