I noticed I was still getting hard though. So I started jacking off. I looked out the corner of my eyes and noticed he was watching me. He said he was... jealous of my dick. Then asked if I liked the movie. I said yea it will do. I asked him why he was still watching. He said "He wished he had a dick like that to play with". I replied "shut up it isn't that big" He stood up and I looked at his dick. It was semi hard. He had some very thin and short pubic hair. I told him its not that much smaller.. But first I was going to take care of Pat. They say payback is a bitch and this time I was the paymaster. No, I wasn't going to kill him, although I had thought about it before I got control of myself. Killing Pat would solve that problem, but I wouldn't have much of a chance saving my marriage if I was in jail for life or on death row.How I got through that weekend I have no idea but I think I hid it all from Alyssa pretty well. The one time she asked me if anything was wrong I was able to use. When I come home and slide a new set of pampers out the pack, I am adrift in the wafting scent of baby-powder and when I slide them up my legs, I know deep down that no adult should want to do this, but me, I'm no ordinary adult, I'm and adult baby, and as the pampers swaddle up around my soft limp clit-thimble, I know that diapers were meant for me.Covering them with a pair of plastic panties, soft and crinkly, sets me to swoon, as I realize that very few people would understand the need of a. At least this time everyone knew a little about what to do. I ended up with a room to myself and then joined the others in a complete issue of new uniforms and equipment. Next was orientation and then class schedules.I noticed something strange about a few instructors and the way they kept looking at Emma. I knew she was beautiful but it was not lust I saw. My first confrontation came after the classes ended for the day. The cadet company commander walked into my room without knocking.I was.