She didn't seem concerned telling me her sexual history and I wasn't concerned hearing it. "My first time at Frank's barn was four years ago. I had ...an 18 year old boyfriend then. He wasn't my first boyfriend, but was the good friend of the guy who was. She told me about the first time she had fucked, and about the lead up to that."My parents used to go out on weekend nights from time to time. Mike was the son of friends of theirs who went out with my parents. The first time he stayed with. It’s as close to a depression I had ever come in my life. I shook it off kind of quickly, and the only lasting result of my temporary blues was that I lost some weight, which meant that I could buy some new clothes, two sizes smaller than before. And honestly – retail therapy really does work! My new, thinner, slightly more cynical, but still infinitely romantic self continued going to work and continued meeting my closest friends every Thursday. My friends could see that I struggled somewhat. Lagatar 30 minit tak hamne ekdusre ke hoth chume mere to route khade ho gaye the,jivan me pehli bar kisi ne kiss kiya. Vo to bahot hi mast anubhav the magar apne pe kabu rakh ke vo meri god me sar rakh ke so gaye, magar sote hue bhi masti kiya karte the meri pusy(chut) par bahar se hi ungli firaya karte the muje kuch kuch hota tha. Fir vo mere boobs ek k bad ek dabane lage aur sehlane lage. Ese hi ek dusre ko chumte hue subah ho gai aur surat a gaya. Unki joint family he. I'm coming for you. Gather your essentials and I’ll be there shortly.” He had got there and found her in her bedroom lying on the bed sobbing. That was two hours ago. Now he knows just what she needs to relax. Carrying her up the steps to the bathroom he runs a warm bath for her, adding relaxing lavender scented bath salts. Kissing her forehead he slowly strips away her clothes. One piece at a time, discarding the remnants of her painful past as she looks away. Her downcast eyes hold shadows.