As I return to the fondling of your pussy your body weakens into a bit more of a relaxed state. So I use my left arm to reach around you from over the... shoulder and between your breasts so I can push you forward and support you while I work your clean shaved pussy just a bit harder with my hand. The intensity of it all just keeps on building, the feel of your breasts hanging down on either side of my forearm as your head is nestled in against my upper arm is wonderful. I only have to lean. Me and Hazel lay down further in the bed my fingers return to her hole. “She was never this wet last night” I think as I start to finger her wetness. “That's great”, I hear Hazel say. Wondering if she means me pinching her clit or Emma's pointless but sexy dance. Emma finishes with the splits, her tender thighs apart. Staring at us for approval. I cheer but don't clap as I have 2 fingers in her mother again. “That was great baby”, Hazel says, her voice deep, as she grinds against my touch.. The personal life deeply lived always expands into truths beyond itself.What I cannot love, I overlook. Is that real friendship?The human father has to be confronted and recognized as human, as man who created a c***d and then, by his absence, left the c***d fatherless and then Godless.The possession of knowledge does not kill the sense of wonder and mystery. There is always more mystery.There are many ways to be free. One of them is to transcend reality by imagination, as I try to do.The dream. . i opened my eyes and there were two figures in the open door way ... they were not big or tall ... maybe they are women... i cannot tell ...still jerking off .. I say"uhm.. hello... who are you?" " can you come closer " the figures stepped into the room and then said... in a childlike soft voice the taller figure speaks "I'm Andy and this is my brother Sam. we are staying next door and peeked in , what are you doing"I was still slowly stroking... and coming to realize i was not dreaming.