While watching TV I asked her bahbi why don’t u wear sarees to which she replied aise hi garmi hai naa, lekin kal se pehanungi. next evening when I ...reached home she was in a black saree and a sleeveless blouse to which I complimented her that she is looking damn beautiful she smiled and said tumhre bhai sahib to kabhi kuch nahin bolte tum to bekar main tariff kar rahe ho. I smiled and went to my room took bath and she came with tea and said han abb thik hai naa tumne saree main dekh liya hai. They both morphed from small buds sitting in the middle of large pale areolas to robust erect nipples at the center of dark pink puckered areolas. At this point I could actually feel the wetness from my pre-cum in my suit. I don't think I have ever been so turned on. As I lay there with my rock hard cock, alternatively looking over at my wife and the various strange men leering at her from behind sunglasses, I had to admit that this had gone far better than I could have ever expected. I could. " "I'm sorry if you've been worried, but everything is all right, really" I lied, "Gloria and I have been planning something special for the holidays and I've just been preoccupied, that's all." I felt bad about deceiving Tom, but I had no choice, I couldn't tell him the truth. "Well I guess I overreacted" he said, "I was afraid that maybe I had done something wrong, or that maybe I hadn't been doing enough. Since everything is all right, and the kids have their own plans for today, let's make. I decided to call her and find out. She wasn’t home and her mom said she’d leave a message. I wasn’t planning to go to bed early, so I said it was OK if she called as late as 10:00pm. Otherwise I could talk to her tomorrow.I copied more pages into my journal and wrote only a few new lines. I didn’t have much to write because I had come to terms, at least partially, with Birgit’s death, and while I still felt a part of me was missing, it wasn’t the same crushing feeling. I put it away and pulled.