“It’s okay if you do. And I won’t be upset if you don’t. Maybe a little disappointed, because I’d really like to have sex with you, but I un...derstand if that’s just not what you want.”I still just sat there.“Well, would you?”I found myself slowly nodding yes. It didn’t think about doing it, my brain was still frozen. I just knew I wanted to have sex with her.Mom reached out and took my head in her hands, drawing me into her. She started to kiss me, with tongue. I responded, and we fell back onto. "Now go."I backed away and let Erin rip it. She hit it straight and true. It was a great opening shot.I wished I could say the same about the other two girls. Sara also reverted back into bad form while Laura hit her ball in the same direction as Tiffany's but deeper into the tall grass.It was a sad day. None of the girls came close to an overall par of the first three holes. None of them got par on any hole though Erin came closest with a double-bogey on the first hole. It was a sad, sad day.. It was sex, sure. But over time, our adultery evolved."If I didn't have you," she told me one time, "life would be unbearable. You and me, our time together, that brings me the only joy in my otherwise shitty life."Leave, I would say."I can't divorce him. Why? Are you going to marry me? No? I didn't think so. On my own, I'd have to move into the ghetto, live next to gang-bangers and rapists." You can live in a trailer park." I'd say."Fuck you," she'd say.I have a feeling John suspected for a. By cock had been in females I liked it a lot, but something was Missing from it all I found out what it was after a long shift, working as waiters I got on with all the staff but one was different he was funny and good looking we liked to tease some of the guests by acting like we where gay and together, I think he did this a lot to maybe get to know them a little bit better? Working a long shift in the hotel in Rutland I got an invite to come to his room for a chat? I thought he was up to.