This makes me want to please her in any way possible.Mistress positions my head so that the strapon is touching my lips, then she slides it slowly thr...ough the open mouth gag. The position of my head is gently pulling the nipple clamps, causing slight pain. Mistress starts with just the tip of the strapon, then without warning grabs me behind my head and under the chin and pushes the strapon as far down my throat as she can. This causes me to gag and tears to form in my eyes. Mistress pulls out. "I will get some videos to watch," I said. "That would be hot. Do it!" she said breathlessly. I suggested that we get some videos to watch because quite frankly, the thought of a huge black cock plunging in her tight, white cunt really would raise a hard on in me. The thought of a black baby growing in her womb was the biggest turn on of all! I started fantasizing about that day and night. Jennifer loved the videos. She suggested that we subscribe to an internet porn site that she heard. After a few beers and sitting by the fire, we all called it a day and headed to our beds. Once inside our small tent, I got undressed and crawled into my sleeping bag. By undressed, I mean completely nude. I never sleep with anything on. This wasn't lost on CJ. He stripped down and crawled into his sleeping bag, but he was going to sleep with his under wear on. I rolled up on my side with my sleeping bag unzipped. I pulled the top of the sleeping bag off my body. That left my ass and backside. By the time I stumbled back into the kitchen, the coffee would be done brewing. I sat down at the table and drank several cups of my wake-up medicine. Then I fully contemplated changing my life.Changing my life was of course beyond my capabilities. So I focused on my surroundings. With the headiness born of a Saturday morning, I decided to rearrange all the furniture in my apartment. I was tired of it being so cramped and dark and gloomy in here. I'd considered a major shift many times before.