No sooner had he left than everyone pulled their cocks back out. i stood there amazed but someone came up to me and said ‘first timer?’ i let him ...know i was and he said that the house made extra money that way. ‘it’s a fine line’ he said. ‘they don’t want to be too discouraging but they usually grab someone to make a point. the seats next to the door almost always lose someone. stay down front and you’ll be okay.’ i muttered my thanks and found a seat so that i could watch those 2 guys that i. "Nervousness grips me and my mind races to think of everything I have to do. I read the checklist with a new thoroughness. I no longer have Jeff watching over my shoulder ready to correct any mistakes or mental lapses."Let's see, Throttle 1700 RPM, Check magnetos... 50 to 125 RPM drop on each. That looks like 80 RPM. OK, good."Slowly and deliberately, I check each item. Now it is time to go. I can delay no longer. My stomach informs me of the finality of what I am about to do. Apprehensively. He lowered himself into the sheets, closed his eyes, and said goodnight. I was confused and scared and didn’t know what to do. Should I continue or should I just sleep?Then after 5 minutes of complete silence, I felt a touch on my left hand. He didn’t say anything. He was just holding my hand. I then moved my hand on to his chest and started to move my hands all around his body and feeling it. I could feel his breath increasing. He was just enjoying it.I decided to put my hand inside his. The next few minutes seemed like hours to me, I was constantly looking in the direction of the street, to see if I could see car lights turning into the parking lot. When I could hear the next car getting closer, the nerves started to play havoc on my body again. Especially, when I saw that this car turned and entered the parking lot at the other side. I started to breathe a little faster. The car was driving towards the building and then turned into my direction. The moment they did this, I.