She let out a gasp.“Let’s get together and see what happens.”Panting, she nodded, “Okay.”I spread my arms, “Where do you want to do me?”...That startled her. I guess she thought I’d take charge.“I guess we could start off with you on your back.”I nodded. The good old missionary position was a start.I got on my back, spreading my legs. With some trepidation the blonde crawled on top of me.I reached down and lifted my balls, giving her easier access to my vagina.With more skill than I expected, she. ” He sounded surprised and said, “Wow, who’d have thought.” The way he said that I wondered if he felt left out; I thought for a bit longer and as I did, I built myself up to a state of wanting to pee. But I lay there; Fred came back and lay down beside me again. The bed was soaked. I got up to go to the kitchen, he asked, "Where are you going?" I looked back at him and said, "Don't you worry, I'm going to return the favour." I found a large glass filled it up with water and drunk it,. It made her breasts shake.I let her cry for a minute. Stood there trying to be tough. Hard-hearted. Then I started feeling bad. I went over and sat down, put my hand on her shoulder.She looked at me, her face was mess. “I don’t want to fight.” She said.“I don’t want to fight either.”“I want you to come home.”I hesitated.“Please.” She said, “I don’t want to divorce.”I didn’t either. I sighed, “Alright.”She leaned over and hugged me. Then she kissed me. Then she kissed my cheek several times.. And promising to save yourself rather than those people around you who die so you can live.“If I did that ... if I saved her, then I would have had to face Beckett this morning and ask him to go forward knowing I had already used my emergency safety potion. I would have just been a little girl, unable to make the hard decisions, asking him to trust me and go forward. He’d say we don’t know what we will find, and asking me what I’d do if we are surprised ... And he’d be right. But it is.