The process was painful at times buteven after the first session there was noticeably less for me to shave.My first lesson in making up my own face fo...llowed before lunch so thatby afternoon I was again ready to face the world as an apparent woman.From then until late in my pregnancy I paid very careful attention tomakeup because somehow it bolstered my confidence. Later when I hadadjusted better to the social effects of being treated as a woman it didnot seem quite so important.Shopping became. Each time the Cameron part of his mind left the sessions muchmore dominant. The male part forced further back into the recesses.With the coming of fall Drew again tried to exert some control butfruitless. He was enrolled in high school as Cameron, female. Seeinghis course schedule had triggered his awareness. It was a non-collegeprogram that at best would get him a secretary's position upongraduation. Even that was in doubt as Miss. Simms kept saying he wouldmake a better maid working in. We could walk through the woods and hold hands, stopping and kissing and finding somewhere we can be more passionate and intimate. It’s this slow build up that we both enjoy so much, the stolen kisses and caresses, fingertips brushing against nipples and strained fabric. We would touch and kiss whenever we could, pulling me towards you roughly and pressing your lips against mine, exploring with your tongue. We could find somewhere where it was secluded, and somewhere we could put a blanket. If you wish it to hurry along, it will slow down to a crawl just to spite you. So you can imagine that when you are confined to quarters, what feels like two months is actually two weeks. I remember pacing back and forth with all manner of dark thoughts haunting my mind. We all had started to guess our chances of escape, of fighting our way to freedom. None of us had sunk to the level of actually making a break for it but we were close, ever so close to making a try for it. However, we managed.