There was no way to become whole again. There was no way to suddenly wake up, whole and healthy again. Death was the absence of life, not the continua...tion of it. As comforting as heaven was, she couldn't shake the terror dying held, the fear that once she was gone she'd exist no more. She'd be no more than a distant memory in the minds of a few people she'd only met a couple days ago, people who already had too many dead to remember, and who already seemed to be forgetting those who'd already. But I grabbed the chair, sat on it and made her sit on my lap, to make her feel my hard-on. She was trying to get away but I caught her by her waist and pushed her butt on my crotch. She started moaning. It was risky doing all this around here. So I decided to go with her to her house. She lived alone. Also, I was a single child and my parents were away for three days. So I could stay with her. She couldn’t refuse. Her third button had broken because of the groping. So what I did was to close. I got ready informal clothes as I have a video conference from the office. My mom bought me breakfast.Mom: Beta, where are you going?Me: Nowhere, mom. I have a conference call now. So I got ready.Mom: Ok, honey, I have breakfast now.I ate my breakfast with mom and attended my video conference. After half an hour, the video conference ended. I stripped my clothes and sat on the couch logged into my office work (work from home).My mom was busy with her household. I became busy with my office. He told me I got the job of course but you’ll get a letter to say you’ll start on this date and so on. I said I want to celebrate where you staying. He showed me his massive apartment and his brother Levi was their I was like Oh My God this is so much to take in. He said we live together. We had take out and it was like wow spicy we both looked into each other’s eyes knowing that this will end up in bedroom and by God it did. He was an a****l in bed he clearly missed me. It was late and I told.