I am not even certain I know how. I do not think..." But even before the words could form, she realized she did know how. All she had to do was ... Sh...e cancelled the thought before she could complete it."Selina?" the Queen said as she watched the expressions chase each other across the little genius' face.Instantly, Selina sat up to look down at her Queen. "It is as if you had instructed yourself not to think of something. It would be impossible to refrain from it. I could return to the living. She was waiting at the door.“I’m so sorry Josh but I did not know who else to call,” Billie said.“That’s ok, I’m here now,” Josh said. Billie was a very pretty woman. She had long dark hair that flowed down her back. She was dressed in long t-shirt that outlined her breasts. Billie’s breasts were small but even now Josh could imagine their firm softness and how they might taste.They entered the house and sat down on the couch. It was obvious Billie was very upset.“Come here Billie,” Josh. I've done this many times, but hearing him moan like that really stuck with me. I finished up and hurried out to get to my other patients. I visited Nathan several times that night to check on him, he was a very nice man. I returned home after work, the house was empty, the k**s were off to school and husband to work. I was drained and couldn't wait to get to get to bed. Anyone who works in hospital with sick people all the time, knows to shower before bed. I turned on the shower and stripped. Nothing else happened over dinner, and afterwards we popped back to the bar whilst the room was cleared for our “disco”. Whilst drinking with a few colleagues I noticed Sam and Jackie talking in the corner, smiling and giggling to each other. They looked good, definitely the best in the room in my opinion, and I wondered what they were talking about. I was going to go over and chat to them, when my boss cornered me. Despite this being a Christmas party he wanted to ask me about work and my.