Taylor'sidea would require me to be Alexandra, instead of Alexander if Juliahad her way. My dual personality was definitely causing more and moreprobl...ems! A compromise was reached - the pool party would be one daybefore her birthday, and the restaurant party would be on the actualdate. That meant I'd need to be quite feminine one day, and asmasculine as possible the next. Talk about being schizophrenic!It all went off without a hitch, though. The pool party was mostly arepeat performance of a. “Sheriff, I reckon we’ll see what Mr. Creighton wants, we’ll talk to you some more about the train coming through later. The Yanceys will bring the three Hanks brothers to town in the morning, to meet with Mr. Creighton about the legal guardian papers.”“I’ll meet up with both of you later on and work up a plan to meet the train on Friday,” Sheriff Wade said.Tom and Cal walked down the dirt street, Tom just didn’t want to mingle with the people walking along the wooden walk at this time.The door. I never had those risks.Until now, when I feared the door opening, every time. These were mygirly days, my days of danger. Might Karen bring home my friends, myfamily, my co-workers? Might she post photos on my Facebook page for allto see?She laughed when she told me she might, when she invited me to writeabout the desperation I felt. Maybe that was my story. A writer who findshimself in dresses fears exposure. Would I write that? Would I read it?I did not put my wig on. Instead, I wrapped it. One day Jeff came to me and said hey I am having a party at my place to night nothing but friends, drinks and no stress it might help take your mind off everything what do you say Mel??Yeah I’ll be there I replied, I turned up we all talked and drank than we started to play a party game it was kind of like truth or dare you picked two people and dare them perform a sexual act on the other under a blanket for a set period of time, Jeff kept pushing me to the limit with every dare, so within hour.