I asked her “ Are you not comfortable here?”. She didn’t say a word. That made me more nervous. Then she nodded to say no to me. I told her that...’s normal and I am feeling the same. She pulled all her courage and said “I am ready yet. We should not do it today.” I say fear in her eyes. She was looking so cute. I said “ of course, it’s going to be our decision. So, tell me are you going to sleep? Or we should talk.She said “ No.” Then for two hours, we talked and then suddenly I was holding her. As I make my way to you, I see you have already ordered us drinks as well.You get up as I approach and give me a hug, speaking into my ear that I look great and it's great to finally meet me. I wrap my arms around you, pressing myself into your chest (I have a weakness for chests) saying thank you. You take advantage of the extended hug and let your hands slide down lightly groping my ass. As you do, you feel/hear a light gasp from me. From our previous conversations, you know that my body is. I was also aware that I was attracted to men, not all men you understand, but some guys really got my pulses racing. I knew that I wanted to explore them sexually but only had the most basic knowledge about what form that exploration would take.One fateful day I walked down to the beach to find a chilly breeze blowing in from the sea. I therefore walked to the end of the long sweeping bay, past a headland where you had to go past giant fallen rocks, and onto the nudist beach. The nudist beach. Then I turned and asked if he was still down for my offer, he said boldly “yea, ok”. So I told him lets go into the back office, no one could see us and we could lock the door. He led the way walking slowly but with a purpose towards the back office. He opened the door walked in to the office. I walked in right behind him closing and locked the door behind me. After a few more seconds of staring and an awkward silence I gave him the money. He then showed me exactly what I wanted to see. His.