“Arun, please…. I am sorry… just calm down.” she said.“Calm down? Calm down??” I yelled, shaking her hand off my shoulder. “What the fuc...k was happening here? What is this? How…”I fell silent, feeling my rage overcome me. Shilpa looked at me with tears in her eyes and tried to hug me. I pushed her away, and yelled again,“Answer me!”“Please Arun, close the door. The neighbors…” she said.I banged the door shut very loudly and glowered at her. I now noticed something else. The outline of her boobs. The conversation ended up being about having sex when you’re ready and not making it something that you just do for fun. I chuckled in my head at the thought of sex not being fun but I didn’t let it show. They also told me that if I ever wanted to have sex, I need to remember to wear a condom so that I wouldn’t have a present 9 months later. Nearly 25 minutes later I was headed to bed with thoughts of having sex still on my mind. It took jacking off to get it out of my head. The next few. I tried to calm myself by taking a shower and fisted myself brutally to tranquilize my urge but it hardly made any difference as within half an hour I was back in same mind state and continued planning approaching Lakith. I was sure if somehow I will succeed in expressing fucking intentions, Lakith will certainly grab this golden opportunity and things will happen, but how will I express myself?How can I be so shameless? What if he will reveal this fact to his mom, what if Ujwal will come to. Mene use darwaze k sahare khada kia or uske dono hath upr krke pkd liye or uske lips ko katne laga, wo sssshhh hhh kr rhi thi or per machla rhi thi apne, mene uski jeebh bahr nikali or chatne lagaAb me ek hath uski choot k pas le gaya or hlka hlka nakhoon se hilane laga ab uski sasee or tez ho rhi thi or uske per bhi kapne lage. Mene hath bahr nkala or do ungli uske mooh me daal di or kuch der use chusai phr wahi unglio ko uski choot k pas le gaya or masalne laga uski choot ko, uske per or.