Clarice tried to keep her body still, fighting the urge to tense against her pillow. Her breathing was already shallow and uneven. She imagined his ha...nds parting her legs roughly, using her; his long fingers crudely spearing her. She instinctively pressed her knees together beneath the blanket. He would hurt her, she knew, but it was a hurt she craved from him. It was a connection, a way to feed the darkness in his soul. He needed her for this. Her eyes peered into the darkness, flitting back. She said that the rent is 2 months behind "ok mom it's alright I know what he wants" She ran a lavender scented bubble bath for me. My outfit was laying on the bed a short pleated pink and white plaid skirt, white fishnet thigh hi's, pink satin panties with white ruffles on the back, black formed push up bra ("A" cup falsies) white blouse, white shoes (mules), I sat at the makeup table as she brushed my long black wig and applied my makeup. When finished she hugged me "sorry princess" "it's. Maybe that would change, but I couldn’t see it happening unless the NFL and Major League Baseball really blew it. Of course, in my opinion they had, but I was in the minority.The more I thought about it, the more I realized that except for the cousins, the most mature, clear-thinking kids I’d met were from rural areas. Those areas had always been the bulwark of America, but now urbanization was taking hold in ever-increasing ways, and despite my love of the big city, I saw how it might. Phir hum dodnon ne ek doosre ki aankhon mein dekha hum dono hi garam ho chuke they, mujhse nazar miltey hi wo sharam se laal ho gayi.Me: uski neck aur boobs k beech wali jagah ko touch kartey huey iske anadr bhi dekh lo, kahin yahaan bhi to nahin chipak gaya.Woe k dum Sharma gayi aur bhag kar bathroom mein ghus gayi, wahaan usne shower on kiya aur nahane lagi. Andar se hi wo mujhse baatein karne lagio aur poore incident par sorry bhi feel kar rahi thi aur hans bhi rahi thi. Tabhi thodi der mein.