If I did try cocaine or heroine, I’d probably be hooked. I’ve cheated so much and lied so much about it that I can’t stop lying. Even while I’...m doing it, I think to myself that I want to STOP, and I can’t even stop because I’m so mired down in it all that I couldn’t climb back up, no matter how much I want to. I’m spontaneous to the extreme, and that makes it all worse. I know where to go to get what I want, but if I can’t get it there, I keep going. I keep pushing and asking and looking until. "I didn't marry you for any part of your body, but just because I fell for you three weeks into our relationship." Damn, that's all it took, three weeks? I'm flattered, Dan, seriously," I chuckled."Well, its true," he made clear, continuing to rub my butt cheeks."After ten years and two kids, would you say you love me more now, than when you proposed?"His head turned to the shower only for a couple seconds. "Why don't you come into the shower with me and find out, Carol," he suggested, taking. It was dark and she couldn’t get her bearings, she felt the bile rise in her throat at the taste of the leather as she tried to cry out, the noise was muffled and nothing could be heard, tears pricked at her eyes and she could hear her assailant breathing heavily in her ear ‘don’t say a word’ ‘do as I say and you won’t get hurt’ .Tears now flooded her eyes as he still stifled her sobs with his hand, she had never felt so terrified in her life, she decided the only way to deal with it was to. . Chris thought as he caught me looking down. He's not so bad on the eyes and face. I wonder what his body looks like now that I have shown him my body... I know I shouldn't, but fuck it."Want to take a shower with me?" My eyes widen as I look back up at him. What the hell did he just ask?!"Well, if you don't mind, Chris, I would never just invade your personal space like..." I just asked you, didn't I?" he says while cutting me off. Okay, pal, decline NOW. Say you already took your shower. A.