She was also taking down information about the people so I could play my role more effectively. I had a spare moment to unwind, but I couldn’t manag...e it. ‘Sandy, let me ask you a philosophical question.’ She had a curious yet amused look. She was really getting to know the new me. ‘What does one do with twenty-seven water pitchers, the least expensive of which costs about the same as a laptop computer?’ She almost broke into a snort, but it wasn’t at my question. ‘Whatever one wants.’ I. Luke's and Immaculate Conception School.Yes, my mom raised us in the Catholic church. I did not see it coming at age 9, but by the age of 14 I was finding reasons to rebel at much of this.I jumped ahead. I go down that train of thought and do not mean to.I feel relief to know that I have found the darkness. It really does open up a lot more for me in explaining how I was muddling along for the last many years.Springfield, Virginia. I remember wanting to play little league baseball. But dad. ”Heather smiled “Well let’s go then and see what a stranger in my City has found.”We walked the short distance to the restaurant, took our table and enjoyed one of the best Italian meals that I had eaten outside of Italy. The waiters were attentive, but kept in the background enabling us to enjoy the food and wine and each others company. Time passed all to quickly and soon I realised that we were the only people left in the restaurant. It was time to go, but neither of wanted the evening to. ? ?Just right,? he said with a smile, ?We’ll turn em both into whores too.? My God, what do I do! I just came in here to satisfy a curiosity of mine. All I wanted to do was touch a Black man’s penis and now I’m trapped by a gang of Black men. They can’t do this, there are laws in this country. They’ll never get away with this, I thought. ?OK, boi, from now on you’re just plain, Cunt. You can call me, Master. In fact, you will call every Black man, Master, from now on. He turned.