“Because I lose control. And I don’t like being out of control of myself. My emotions. My instincts. My…urges.” I blushed again and looked awa...y.“Virgin,” she said.“What?” I asked, looking back at her.“You’re a virgin, aren’t you?”I looked away and shifted my body away from her slightly. She reached out and touched my arm. Never having been one for physical contact, I tried to pull my arm away. We had discussed this of course, my wariness of people. She grabbed my arm firmer and tugged me to. .hope you will not complain and she laughed with a flirtatious tone” I did not know what was to be made of it but I played along and as we reached home she made herself comfortable as if it was her own house. The moment she sat on the low sized sofa her hair clip fell and she bent down to pick it up…That was some view when I saw her insides through her loose full sleeve shirt and again I knew she had to be laid.Period.The only question that deciphered my mind state was WHEN & HOW …Like the. I just laid there complete naked and let them use me. It felt so good, I enjoyed every moment of it, every stroke of their cocks inside of me. I felt like such a slut. I let them cum inside me, in my pussy. Oh my god, I was such a slut!" After a while I realized that Neil and George were getting dressed. They both kissed me and thanked me for a wonderful evening and left. Then, Jim entered me one last time. While he fucked me, he told me that George fucked me twice and Neil came in my pussy and. She didn’t. Instead she sat beside me and looked out over the view but I knew she wasn’t seeing it any more than I was. Her voice was low and calm. ‘Of course I knew. If I had ever, ever had a woman lover it would have been you. I even thought about it, like you think about things that you know you simply can't do. I knew you wanted me. But you never made a move because you knew too that I couldn’t and that it would have hurt us both too much.’ She was right. ‘I knew you’d always be my closest.