She lay back on the bed and again very carefully put her gown between her legs. I tried kneeling down by the bed, but this wasn't working. Grams didn'...t think I was applying the same pressure to both legs. She instructed me to get on the bed and straddle her waist facing her knees. She said this would be more comfortable for both of us and allow consistent pressure. She moved over into the center of the bed and spread her legs. This time she was not nearly as concerned about tucking her gown. Even though she and Rummy had been working companions for years, Helen hardly knew Doris Harms. Their few meetings had been very casual. What she did know was that Rummy seemed to have eyes only for Doris. That meant that Helen could either wear something scandalous and get away with it or dress like a bag lady and not be noticed. Except by Doris and everyone else. She chose a mid-thigh skirt and a loose, button-front blouse.When they had all arrived at the agreed-on Indian restaurant off Old. ” I nodded in acceptance, the thought of him watching and enjoying my discomfort making me feel like prey he was playing with, like a cat toying with a mouse. Inside, I enjoyed that feeling, even as that reaction disgusted me. Being careful to remain looking up at the rough man it was my purpose to pleasure, I nervously began. Apprehensively, I leaned forward, kissing the end of his penis, forcing a smile as I did so. It didn't feel awful, yet I found myself repulsed by the act all the same,. I had been out on another unsuccessful date, both Sally and Jenny had been the deciders when I should begin dating again, they both felt, as their mom was gone, that I should have no reason but to at least start looking for another woman. Tonight’s date was fairly boring, the lady in question just did nothing for me, so after dinner we went our separate ways.When I got home, I let myself into the house to hear loud moaning and the recognizable sounds of a porn movie playing on the big screen.