That scared us really bad. So we got the four younger kids to play warden, and hold her while Matty and I talked. We finally came up with an idea that... didn't include tying her up, or calling our parents."Crystal, I thought you said you wanted to come over and let us dress you as a girl on a regular basis." She looked at Matty, and finally nodded. "Well, then what is the problem?" I hate being Christopher and then pretending to be Crystal, and I don't want to have to pretend and..." Then don't.". "Uhh. Yeah?" I can't get to sleep." Oh well I --- you could use the couch." No I mean I can't jerk off!" Oh. Well.... uh..." my mind went blank. Never heard anyone complain to me about one before."Do you .... uh..."He seemed to know what I was trying to say but I was too wimpy to admit what those words were. He wanted help with that.I looked at him and saw his jeans and his nice butt cheeks. Then with perfect timing I saw that his head above his shoulders rise up and fall kind of desperately.. Trying to remember thelineup to the 1976 Yankees, or thinking about Dan's hairy ass. I wasstarting to like this power I had.I worked until one o'clock, and decided to go for lunch. Usually, Ijust grabbed a slice of pizza and read my paper. Today, everythingseemed more alive. I passed by Saks Fifth Avenue, and looked in thewindows. In six years, I don't think I had set foot in Saks except as ashort cut from my office to the pizza place when it was raining. Today,however, I decided to see if my. After what seemed a lifetime, he reached her bedroom door. It was cracked open just a bit, and he held his breath as he placed his hand on the handle. Slowly he pushed it open. There she lay, her slender form stretched out upon the bed, right under the open window. She looked so small and helpless engulfed by the size of the double bed. Her pale skin glowed in the moonlight that streamed through the window, illuminating her peaceful face ringed by soft raven waves. Even his dreams had not done.