I wasn't as good an actor. I was hurt, and my emotions messed up my acting career. "When did you start? Was it in Ramstein? When you latched on to a s...inking ship of a cripple and made yourself into an instant fiancée? 'Cause that was the start of it. Looking for a good cover story for yourself? Or was it here in Dallas? It must have been before that, because that's when the Houston crap started. Were you seeing him from the start?" Please, let's not talk about that. It was a job. That's all.". ” I said. “OK” replied Joe, went to his bedroom, came back with a bottle of pills, “if you take one pill you sleep well, if you take two, no one can wake you up” he said. “I will then take three! I gotta sleep!” I replied, and swallowed three pills.I headed to my bedroom, took off all my clothes because I like sleeping naked, and slided under the sheets. “Good night, Joe!” I shouted. “Good night, Emma!” Joe replied. That reminded me the good nights wishes we had when we were sleeping in the. And don't tell me how or why I chose to say that instead of pussy, or twat, or even vagina. She needed to hear the word, needed to hear it being used, said, lovingly, excitedly, needfully. Lucille needed to hear my own lust, my own desire for her in its use; no other word or description at that particular moment would have accomplished doing that."Yes. Cunt!" She gasped, hearing as she spoke, her own wanton need and desire, letting the heat of her excitement freeing herself enough to say it,. Almost a week later the phone rang it was Jan "I'm so sorry I waited so long but how about lunch tomorrow?" Kelly was overjoyed and said ok where? "how about here by the pool bring your suit with you." Kelly hadn't had a bathing suit on in years but said I'll see you then. Hanging up she yelled for Sam and explained it to her Sam fished in her drawers and found a small black suit the top was a little to small but the bottom fit like a glove unsure Sam prayed her and Kelly gave in. The next day.