It wouldn’t work. I kept thinking about her, how it all started, and the worst part, how it all finished. No, don’t think about that, I told mysel...f, think about making love to her, think about the sweet times. But that only made it tougher to sleep, and it was no use not trying to think about her at all, no matter how hard I tried. I was all alone with her again in a dark motel room. Joan Lennox. There, I’d done it, let myself say her full name. I started getting a hard-on thinking about her. I. ..It was nine days after her 18th birthday when Ceres came up with a plan to lose her virginity. She borrowed her little sister Bethany's slutiest dress, wore no panties and no bra just the dress, shoes and her glasses; and went to the high school graduation party at Dan O'reilly's house. She got drunk and flirted with every guy at the party to no avail. finally stood on a pool table and shouted above the music, "I'M LOOKING TO GET MY CHERRY BUSTED HERE TONIGHT BOYS COME AND GET IT BOYS!" and. Susanna, a dark-eyed, dark-haired serving girl I thought was of Gypsy origin was flirting with Yusef, a young merchant guard. He was handsome, tall and of all thing had brilliant blue eyes in his dark face, showing a probable dash of Alexander’s Greeks who had surged across Asia Minor centuries before. Right now he was blushing so hard it was evident through his tanned face. Susanna was teasing him, bending over so the loose bodice she wore fell away from her firm breasts. Yusef was trying to. It was that violence that frightened me more than anything. It wasn't normal."B-But, Daddy..." Kiss it with your cunt!" he demanded, wiping his grinning mouth with the back of his hand."Daddy ... No, please..." I whispered and that could only make him angry."Little whore! Sayin' no to your own Daddy now? Get your cunt on it!" he shouted, grabbing me by the arm and jerking me off balance."Give him what he wants, Jilly," Mom said, and I glanced over my shoulder to see her standing in the.