I thought we were past that! Don’t get yourself back into that old way of thinking! I really don’t want to go through any of that again. Ever. So,... quit over thinking this. You’ve been with Pam before. This is very much like the situation with Laura. You aren’t cheating because Kara told you she didn’t expect you to be celibate.”“I am obsessing, I guess,” I said.“Yes, you are,” Bethany said. “And if you don’t stop, all that progress you’ve made will be for nothing. Go see Pam.”“What about. I couldn’t wait any longer & touched her neck with my hand. She leaned back her head & closed her eyes.I started kissing her slowly from her forehead, then her face, neck, I got her earlobes in my mouth & sucked them one by one. Dragging a line from her sexy neck with my wet tongue I reached her soft lips. We locked ourselves in a very deep & long kiss. We played with our tongues & wrestled. In the mean while I started to explore her body with my hand – started rubbing her from neck, boobs –. I was a virgin still and had wanted John, one of the schools star football players, to pop my cherry. Unfortunately, he was sleeping with my friend Toni. I got into an argument with some girls in my class because Toni accused me of trying to steal John away from her. She said I just dress up slutty so I can steal John from her. I dress the way I dress because for a 16 year old, I more than had the body to do so and since the high school had no dress code, I could wear what I wanted. I ran home. We’ll stop in Penrith and set you up with the basics.”“Thanks. I’ve got some money...”The rain came down harder again and he slowed right down. Cars and trucks were passing us, much faster, and kicking up loads of spray.The rain eased off and had just about stopped by the time we reached Penrith. He offered to buy me clothes, but – cursed pride! Why did I still have any? – I refused. I needed to visit a clinic to check for diseases and to see if my fear was justified. I asked him to let me have.