Like how good that big breath of fresh air feels after you’ve stayed under water too long and your lungs are starting to burn a little. Coming from ...the brink of pain to the peak of pleasure would be like accelerating from 0-100 in less than a second. The adrenaline rush could be comparable to the most extreme sports. “I never really thought about it that way.”“Oh, you have no idea girl. It’s incredible.”“Can you show me?”Lavender looked a little surprised, “Right now?”“I’m sopping wet Lav,. We emailed back and forth a little bit and he seemed to be the perfect guy for my first time. The day came when I would drive over to his place. I would be buzzed up then just walk into his place. He would already be on the bed naked. We had decided to keep it mostly anonymous. No names and the only light that was on was the porn playing on his TV. I was so nervous on the drive I actually turned around and had to force myself to go through with it. I just had to remember how much I wanted this. Look, I’ll put Gabby up as collateral, what do you say?”Jack raised his eyebrows. Looked at Gabby, then back to Frasier. “You really must have a great hand there, alright, but you lose this hand, then that’s it. All on this hand,” he said.Gabby knew she was lost. Frasier had gambled everything away, she’d spent as if money was no object. This was the end. Frasier played, and as with everything, lost. She felt numb. “Time to pay up Frasier, one way or another!” Jack said for them all. Gabby knew. "I'd go with Chuck, I don't think I've ever called you Charley," shejoked and punched me on the arm. It hurt more than normal. "Oh, sorrythere Chuck, I guess you're kinda jacked." You know it. 120 lbs of pure muscle."What was good was that even in this weird a situation we were stillpretty much ourselves. Jule's way of dealing with stress is to make ajoke out of everything and I guess that had rubbed off on me over theyears."Alright, so here's the plan of attack, just act like me. You know.