"But its not quick. It takes days, depending on the amount of venom, how healthy you are and how close the bite is to the heart. And the entire time, ...all you want to do is die."I closed my eyes, the better to absorb the information. I came to the conclusion that Connor would never willingly make me a vampire, not just because he doesn't want to take my life, but because he wouldn't want me to go through the pain."There's more, isn't there?" I asked after a moment."Yes. It's a very difficult and. Then I licked her under arm it was cleanly shaved and her shoulder and removed her bra her brown dark nipples were pointing towards me I caught one with my mouth and was pressing with my teeth and another side with my hand I was circling I could see her. She was resting her towards upwards I think her husband would not have given this experience and I was so hungry on her that I needed her badly then she was wearing chocolate color jeans then I pulled it and inside was a pretty cute black panty. I felt my breasts for lumps. pinched my nipples for colour, brushed my hair, checked my eyelashes, gently slapped some colour into my cheeks. I then turned to face him and then looked over my shoulder to examine my back and bottom in the mirror." I turned back to the mirror, and placed one leg up on the vanity, and began massaging my body lotion into my foot, and then slowly along my leg. I then replaced the leg on the vanity, and saw his eyes turn down a little, and brighten, as I realised. Caitlin had felt like such a bitch when she had discussed this with Sophie weeks ago. ‘If he’s invited I’m not coming. I do not want to ever see that man again.’ ‘Oh, come on Caitlin! I want you at my wedding. It’s going to be beautiful. The Hudson estate is amazing. He has his own island in the 1000 Islands and Mark’s dad said everyone can stay until the Monday.’ Caitlin pouted. She knew she was being difficult, but she was stubborn like a horse. ‘Has he accepted or declined?’ ‘He hasn’t.