’ ‘Contrary to current popular opinion no-one really writes their own future. Destiny is never totally within your influence to control. Your powe...r in that regard is always prescribed.’ ‘Why?’ ‘Why? Because your mother gave birth to you in the conventional way. Sorry, son. You’re mortal.’ ‘Good one, Dad. Really funny. But seriously, I do have some control over my future through the decisions I make.’ ‘Yep. And like the rest of us you’ll make good and not so good decisions. I won’t say bad. They. " and she placed her hands over her face.He did not say anything, as he sat there on the bed beside her. His thoughts wandered back to that fateful Monday, almost 3 weeks ago. He had always wanted Rin, yearned for her body ever since he saw her naked in the bathroom when she was 18 year old. He had kept it bottled inside him all these years and finally it had happened. Once he had tasted the forbidden flesh of his desire, he knew there would be no turning back. He lusted for her and she had. Well, the truth is my mom’s been paying my rent anyway, but when I talked to my sponsor, he said I need to make things right with you and I will pay my mom back over time — hell I owe that woman a lot — but anyway, yeah….’ ‘What’s a sponsor?’ ‘A guy that’s helping me work my steps. I’m in a twelve-step program and I am on my ninth step.’ He sat up straighter and was smiling now. I sure didn’t recognize this Thomas and I still didn’t know if I could trust this one any more than the old one. ‘And. I cleared my head and came up with a scenario and described to myself the rules of the world. (Whether magic existed, whether people could fly, the color of the sky, what planet I was on that sort of thing). The more detail I give it the fewer surprises I'll find. Within the dream I remember everything about myself, however I don't remember what plot I came up with or how long it could possibly last. I had one dream that lasted 2 weeks of dream time and I still woke up for work on time.The.