Why the hell does she have to stick her nose in everybodys business? I wondered out loud. My best friend had called/texted several times already. She ...just had to know why I didnt go home like I said I was. Where had I been when my husband was trying to contact me? Why I didnt answer his calls? Why why why&hellip,. Why couldnt she just leave us alone??? I wanted so bad to turn off my phone and ignore the whole world for a while, but I couldnt. I texted back nothing just personal issues we are. .me arse and cunt are really sore, an' me jaw aches too..." the older woman at my side slowly shook her head and said softly, "My, my, Gemma! You really are a little whore, aren't you"? Gemma smiled and nodded rapidly and I remember thinking just how cute she looked with her dark, bobbed hair and wide smile! "Course, some of the other girls an' me have to do the girly thing too...ya know, finger each other an' kiss an' that? I love it when we have to do the double ended dildo thing an' there's. .. I can't find the right word ... thoughtful, kind, understanding, comradely? A bit of each of those things.But you can't paper over the cracks when something like this happens, when your wife vanishes. When you don't have closure. When you just don't know what's happened. It's just like in engineering. If you see cracks in a large concrete casting, you can't just pour more concrete in and expect it to be OK, just like that. Cracks usually mean you have a serious problem. So I can't "just move. ." We're going, and you are too, and you're going to go just as you are.Any questions?" No Ma'am." Good. Now go touch up your lipstick."Needless to say, I went with Anne and my mother to dinner. Initially Iwas scared of course, but after a bit, when I didn't hear anyonelaughing at me, I began to relax. We all had some dessert, then we wentback to our house and Anne went home. As I stood there in the familyroommom came up to me and stood beside me. She told me that I should nowunderstand that I.