It was not just memories that he sought to banish, but also the questions he kept asking himself. Why had he no friends? Why did he drive people to ha...te him? If he were to die that night, would anyone care, or even notice? What would school have been like, if he'd been sorted to a different house?For reasons which he could did not quite understand, in early October he'd gone to see Madam Pomfrey. He not capable of complete candor, but he opened up to her as much as his personality would allow,. Her mind stopped mid thought. She wanted to be fucked. She always thought of it as making love. Sex was cheap, love was forever. She and Allan always made love, that’s what she wanted. Or was it? “Oh my God” she muttered out loud. She was appalled at herself for wanting to be fucked, even if it did feel divine. Beth knew her words deceived her own mind but they came out in reflex. She breathed deeply and with passion. The adrenalin rush had taken over her body despite her mind telling her to. A few minutes passed and about 50 refreshes later I had a message back " happy birthday :) you got any plans tonight for it?" "no actually my friends are busy so I'm not doing anything" I sent back, then another message from him saying "why don't you come over and have a drink with me?" my heart was beating hard but I was nervous I never actually told him I hadn't done anything with a guy before so I replied with "I'm unexperienced with men I'm not even sure I want anything to happen" after I. I slowly moved my hands down over my hips and into my inner thy's. My body was so soft, i had never taken the time to admire myself like this, and i was enjoying it. I felt up to my pussy lips, feeling the soft, shaven skin. I felt the moisture on my fingertips and suprised myself with how turned on i already was! I wasn't used to the slow admiration of my body and just relaxing and enjoying it was really helpful. deciding again the porn, not wanting to ruin the mood i had created, closed my.