It's mystical... Your love to me is very serious... I won't play games with your tender heart... And when I look into your eyes and say I ...love you girl... That's what I feel. I'm for real.And I am for real with this sweet woman. I didn't think it would be *thisgood. Her nipples seem to keep getting bigger and bigger in my mouth. Lovethe way she pushes them up to me. There is already a wet spot underneath her.The way she is wriggling and squirming thrills me. She'll be screaming. .. she is God. I don't mean that blasphemously, and I still don't know if I believe in a personal God who listens and gets involved in our lives, but ... no, I do, I believe in God, and Barb is my proof. She is my gift from God, she is my reason to go on.After we left Aunt Sadie's and went to Cedargrove, and she let me kiss her again ... oh my God, "let" me kiss her? She wanted the kiss more than I did, and I wanted it like it was the last breath of air in a sinking ship. Her kiss was ... okay,. “That’s what I’m afraid they’re going to try to make me do.”“No,” said Eric, softly. “That’s what Toots is afraid they’re going to try to make you do.”He looked at me.I nodded.“How did he kill him?” asked Eric.“He gave the guy a cerebral hemorrhage. I’m told he dropped like a sand bag,” I said. “I saw the autopsy report. Half an inch of the blood vessel was destroyed. He stroked out.”“I’m still having a hard time assimilating this all.”“Well, why don’t you have a drink ... or try to have a. ’ I felt pressure on my hole and knew what was coming. It was small but heavy and she pressed gently and worked it slowly until the widest part gave me a little fire and then I closed around it I felt it settle in me. She tapped it. One hand on my shoulder, her mouth was very close to my ear. ‘When I fuck you, Kitty, that will make you go wild. You are being a good girl and Miss Greta is very pleased.’ Her breath was warm on my ear. A sudden excruciating pain in my left nipple as she removed.