He was still not showing any signs of aggression and I argued with myself, since nobody else would understand me, if this continued contact was right,... reasonable, or safe.The people, though, were making quite a fuss over the a****l and me, its recovery and healthy appearance with each day. The sound of ‘see-leen-a’ could be heard just above a whispered level frequently as I, and the ever present panther, moved around the village. After a couple days, I even named it. I started calling him. "alright, damn crybaby." Seth said, and Robby drew his fist back, true to his word Robby was about to break seths jaw, but Lexi stepped in. "okay rob, enough. I need Seth in one peace for my vacation remember? I want to have fun too. Don't go killing him before I get what I want." Lexi said, and then hit Seth. Seth looked like he wanted to hit back, but he had a rude awakening moments ago when he found out that Robby wasn't joking around. I decided to calm him down, so I jumped in his lap.. I've known he loves me for a while now.It isn't just the sex. It was never just the sex. He makes me feel things—frustration, anger, affection, pride, lust, desire. Not only the negative emotions but some positive ones too. I feel alive.And I think it is time I let someone in again. It's him, Shannon. And I know you understand.I poured myself a small dribble of bourbon and sipped it slowly. I wasn't saying goodbye to my wife, but I was letting her know that things had changed for me. I had a. “Have you ever made love with another girl?” Jan asked.“Shit, no,” I replied.“Have you ever been asked by another girl, or has that opportunity not arisen?” Jan asked.Tom was preparing the coffee but was obviously listening to every word.“I have not given it any thought. I know a few of the girls on the netball team are lesbians,” I told her.“What would you think if another girl asked you?” Jan said.“I have never considered it. I don’t know,” I replied.“Have you any idea what they would do.