He was her first kiss. Who else was she going to kiss?, she asked him—even at that young age, she could tell that her actual contemporaries had only... one thing on their minds. Besides, she trusted him. So he was her first kiss, and she his; and then more, as they began to experiment. Training, she called it, for when she met a boy she actually liked. That was what hurt most of all, because he was one of those boys (oh yes he was), and sometimes wondered what she'd say if he asked her to ... But. But its not all good news, at least for me. There is stuff about notwearing girl clothes, and I don't know what to make of that. I guess Ineed to really pray to get rid of this desire, once and for all.******I figured I would write down the prayer I've been making. It goessomething like this:Dear God, I'm pretty new to this prayer thing, so I hope I've got itright. God I want to be good, and not do anything wrong, but I needhelp. This craving to be a girl is driving me nuts. I cant sleep, I. On hearing the promise, Suraj and Samar grinned and then started concentrating more on their studies. They now have to compete with each other for their fantasy treat!Then Manish said, “What about me? I am the only guy from my class. I also want a treat.” Rimi said he will get a treat every other month. Manish was happy and expressed his desire to have a treat at Domino’s Pizza. On hearing that, Samar and Suraj laughed and said check your WhatsApp!On checking his phone, he was surprised and got. “I’d like to remove that tight skirt of yours, feel-up that gorgeous ass and fuck you right here in the bar.”"You would?" I burst out laughing and slapped my hands across my mouth.Jacques looked bemused. “Why’s that funny? You like me don’t you?”“Yes, I do but…”He shrugged. “But what? Come on Lisa, let me have a piece of that ass.”“I’m tempted, Jacques,” I giggled, “but I can’t.”“Why? I think you’re hot and I want you. If you like me, why not fuck me?”I gazed at him, astounded by his frankness..