My look of contrition must have been convincing enough as I promised to right my wrong ways and to not repeat what happened. But in my heart I knew th...at I would fuck Louise whenever I had the chance to do it again. And from the experience, I was fairly sure that Louise would too.Although, something positive came from the “therapy”. In my second session, the therapist let it slip, probably unintentionally, that my mother was worried that she might have screwed up or did something wrong to. I talked about it in a video conference later.“Yeah, we know,” Terri said. “But you know what? Weapons pay GOOD money. We use the R&D money from the military and government contractors, and we catch the overflow for peaceful use.”“Like the microwave oven,” Derek said. “Much of microwave technology was military advances.”See?!? I didn’t know that. Derek apparently does, so I need to either research on my own or ask him for sources. Since we’re not trying to improve on the microwave oven, it’s. Apparently the Hobo Army had been doing work here."Hey Steve," Gary said. "We have something new." He gestured to a HoboArmy member holding a somewhat bulky device that was pointed at thehouse. "That is an early thermographic camera that was in the shed,and Chipper fixed it up. Just in time, too. Look." The images storedshowed that there were heat sources in all three levels of the growop." These red areas are lights at the top of the levels. Then below arethese orange strips, which we think. We talked it over and decided to work things out. We even agreed to give John and Melissa some space as well. Those two like us were also going to work things out. However, Melissa still had feelings for me and I still had feelings for her. I wanted to see Melissa again so badly but knew it would hurt my marriage even more. Melissa constantly texted me asking me to come over. I told her I wanted to but neither one of us can afford to get caught again. Morgan was going away for the weekend to go.