By Tanya H.TWO..A train's tooting stirred me the next morning. Only minutes later, withsunlight slanting through a gap in the curtains I sat and sobbe...d in thegloom. Having awoken with a Christmas morning feeling, excited about thethings I was going to do on that Sunday now I was Pippa; ice skating,lunch in a nice coffee shop, a little more shopping, a long walksomewhere - all as a woman - my Christmas joy had been stolen.Still sniffling with misery I sat down to pee, but didn't need to; thecock. " Hello" I said " Hello, it`s me Brenda" "Hi Brenda, you OK?" I said. She didn`t ring often. She normally texted. " About the other night....I sort of, er, wished I`d gone all the way. Is that bad?" " No Brenda, it`s natural, we liked each other, but you were too nervous to go all of the way with me" " Anyway, I just wanted you to know. Glad we are still friends..... I`ve got to go now. Got to feed the cats before work. Bye for now" I hadn`t given up on Brenda. I planned on fucking her. Her. This is ideal! Since you do not cum, there is no refraction period ~ allowing you to have orgasm after orgasm after orgasm... until you are too exhausted to continue. My personal best is 34 hands free orgasms in about 45 minutes. These are very intense orgasms. My wife's comment after watching that was, "How can I ever compete with that thing?"On a few occasions, I have involuntarily "squirted" ~ like a girl might squirt. I have no idea what it was that came out, but it wasn't cum and it. "For a limited time, it's also made them slightly tougher and stronger than they usually are. I'll be able to accept your squeezing and churning on my balls with your ass muscles, but I'm not invulnerable down there. You do exactly as I tell you, and back off or stop when I tell you, and we'll be fine. If you get out of hand and squeeze me too hard, there may be hell to pay later on." "I understand, Clyda," said Jordan. "I may k** around once in a while, but I'd never do anything on purpose.