I recognize the truth in this statement, buthave had some difficulty reconciling it with my understanding of genderdysphoria. My discomfort, I feel ce...rtain, would not have been the resultof a wistful jealousy toward cis women, nor would it have come from afear that being near such a space might cause suspicion about my fa?adeof masculinity, though I suspect that comes closer to the truth. Try as Imight to engage in this metacognitive interrogation of my pretransitionself, the only conclusion I. All the time he head was elsewhere. What really bothered her was that she found herself getting aroused at the image of her little Robbie masturbating into her own worn panties.She realised the only thing to do was to confide in the one person she had confided in all her life - her twin sister Jean. She knew Robbie was there but he would be in the study working and she could talk to Jean privately in the kitchen. She went round next door and as usual let herself in the back door. Jean wasn't in. We opened our mouths as he held his cock at our faces, and we took in his hot cum as he shot loads over loads over loads of hot sweet cum on our tongue, face, tits.Mr J gave us a little kiss, as if to say thanks and then walked into the bathroom.When he came out, he walked over to me and kissed me on the lips."Thanks for being such a great sugar baby, and bringing Emily too, I enjoyed the whole experience” He said. “Same here” we said.We had decided, we would take a shower, before we fucked one. I saw this red head and I started talking to her and we kind of hit it off so I took her for a cup of coffee and we talked for several hours about nothing specific just the general nonsense that you talk about. I asked her for a date and she said why not. It was for the following Monday. Her name was Alice.When Monday rolled around I called her that morning to confirm our date and she was glad that I called. That really let me know that she was going to be a pleasure to be with. I went to pick.