Shecame closer and slowly gave me another hug, this time taking her timeand obviously trying not to startle me. "Lindrell saved your life...If she di...dn't change you...you would have died..." Julie pulled awayfrom me again and I could see she was crying, though I wasn't sure ifit was because she was happy I was still alive or sad that I'd changed.I sat down on the edge of the bed, feeling dazed as I remembered whathappened at school. Those monsters...daemons. Ms. Lindrell tearingthem apart. When I got back down stairs McKenzie asked "Can you show me where the bathroom is please?" so I said "Sure follow me" so McKenzie got out the seat he was in and followed me upstair and I pointed the bathroom out to him. He looked at me and said "I don't need the bathroom really I wanted to get you alone." I looked at McKenzie with the same weird look I gave him at College earlier that day and asked "Why did you want me alone?" McKenzie moved closer to me and said "So I could do this" and kissed. Take this and be sure to use it!" I handed Jimmy the bar of soap. "You boys Stink! I don't want to see any of you back at camp till You're clean. Got it?! I'll go check on the fire." I snapped at them.I was five or six paces away when I overheard Jimmy say "I Can,too!" "Not before I do!" Stevie argued."Hay! Who wants to wash my asshole?" Scott asked. "If you soap 'em up real good,I bet you can get three fingers in it! Think that will be big enough?"Shocked with what I had heard,I stopped and. I got mad and told him that because of him,my girlfriend dumped me. I said he was the one who started all this(actually I did, but who remembered), and now, he wanted to back outbecause he couldn't accept the truth that he was gay. Then, I walked out ofhis car and ran to the bus station to catch the bus home. Josh tried tofollow me but he was too late. Since that day, I was very depressed. I didn't want to doanything. My grade was going down fast. I started to do wild things. Istarted to ignore.