It was pretty cool to be there fucking a girl with your friends right there fucking also. But that was the start.After that I kept fucking those girls... but I was also fucking all the girls I could at my school. It seemed easy. But what I liked about older girls was that they were so drama free. I could just fuck. No worries about condoms or any other drama. So soon I started to like the challenge of the older woman. I fucked my buddy’s 18 year old s****r. Then a 21 year old, then a married 25. ‘Are you going out to the Brookes job?’ ‘Yes I thought I would put in a couple of hours or so before it gets dark, give us a head start on tomorrow.’ ‘I’ll get my car and follow you out,’ he offered, ‘We can get far more done with two of us.’ As cost was no object Caroline had chosen to pave the barbeque patio with a crazy paving of mixed Cornish Slate and Donegal Quartzite which gave a really beautiful blend of browns and greys and a mixture of textures. The surface had already been levelled. Turning, I grab Claude, push my drenched face into the warmth of his chest, fling my arms around him desperate to feel his life affirming heartbeat beneath my cheek.“I miss her.”It is a tiny mew lost amongst sobs; my tear filled mouth murmuring it into the soft wool of Claude’s sweater. Over and over again I say it, repeat it, my mantra, all that I am captured in those three words. Forceful, independent me reduced to a quivering, hurting, sobbing mound of flesh deadened by loss.“I miss her.”“I. "Pulling on his arm she dragged him through the living room into the kitchen. It seemed like the kitchen was the only quiet place in the house.Janice turned to his mom, the only other person in the kitchen."Diane, did you hear what happened to your son tonight?" Eric? What are you doing here? Why aren't you out with your girlfriend?" She dumped me. I don't want to talk about it." Well, you're welcome to join us. Do you want a beer?" Sure"My mom brought me a beer from the refrigerator and said.