” Emi wanted him to hold her hand, to at least stay close by while she suffered whatever indignity he’d decided to inflict upon her, but she wa...s afraid to ask him, unwilling to show weakness in front of the others. He seemed to anticipate it though, for he made himself more comfortable on the floor next to her, and rested his hand on her shoulder, squeezing it gently. He knew his touch calmed her, knew how important it was to her to have such reassurance, knew that the more encouragement. I winked at Jackie and shook my head. Her smile made my heart melt. At that moment I cursed the fact she was my cousin.Between classes, Jackie and I were groped and fondled. When I saw a guy touch her, I felt my stomach knot. I had read the pamphlet several times and knew what to expect, what I didn't expect was my reaction. Jealousy wasn't something I had ever experienced in the past, but I never felt this way about anyone, either.We got a reprieve during lunch. During lunch and while in the. I jacked off in the office restrooms a few times as I became aware of the new found feeling. The next step was to introduce the baby powder technique to someone else; a guy that I used to jack off with. My jack off friend wanted to relax and shoot his load and he asked me to make him cum rather than watch each other so I decided to share my baby powder treat with him that evening. I asked him if he ever masturbated with baby powder and he said, "No, never,…interesting." We jacked off dry handed. To see her I purposefully went their room to ask her some sugar. Once she opened the door I was shocked and I just stay few seconds with open mouth. She is in her nighty almost sleeveless. Her bare hands made me mouth-watering. She understood my situation and just smiled again. I just came back to my senses and told her our sugar bottle is empty I need some sugar. She just gives me some sugar in a paper and while taking I just brushed my hands with her. What soft hand was that I cant wait for.