. seemed to vanish, then I come over with the key you gave me when we were 14 ... and I walk in on you and your brother Randall, making hot love in yo...ur own bed. How long have you two been ... been ... been doing this?”“Only about four and a half weeks, it all started when I got the part of Maria in WEST SIDE STORY...”Carol went on to tell her long-time friend, about everything that happened, in glorious teenage detail. As she was finishing up, I came down the stairs, causing them to look over. I felt better. She kissed me on thecheek and I looked her in the eyes, realizing that she was there forme, then coming to the revelation that Cheryl was all I really had inthe world, I completely depended on her to help me out of mypredicament.Then I recognized that feeling again, the feeling that keeps drawing medeeper into womanhood. It was somehow connected to her and she keptbringing it on. I had to stop it or I would lose all my identity to mynew sex and there would be no going back. I. Like a date, maybe; or if not a date then at least a one night stand.He asked me if I wanted a shot of him with nothing on. I said no, a selfie would do. It would have felt even more weird to start trading nuddie pics with other blokes.I have to admit that I found the picture Todd sent me really attractive. He was fat – but I knew that already – and had a little goatee which he kept short. He had nice blue eyes and a really sweet smile and the first thing I thought when I saw what he looked. . I mean just give me a few minutes, ok. Ithink you might like it."Steven stood up and went in to Noel's room, I could hear the dresser drawsbeing open and shut. I got up to see if could get a peek as to what washappening. I couldn't see much but Steven had stripped down. I thoughtbetter of what I was doing and returned to his bedroom where this time Isat down on the edge of the bed and pick up a x-man comic book. I waitedanother minute or two then yelled out to Steven, "you okay in there.".