"We all should have watched this nekkid!" Wonderful work, Adam," Laura said.It really was pretty damned good. "I was inspired by my subject," I told h...er. "Oh, and you were —- adequate too, Pete." Yeah, right," Pete said. "I noticed how the camera lingers on my bod. Gosh, I must appear in —- what? — twenty percent of the shots!"The first penetration shot also drew rave reviews from my actors, and I was sort of glad we hadn't watched the movie together naked, because, being dressed, only I knew. "If I didn't think it would bite me in the ass, I'd walk back and talk to them," Sam said through the side of his mouth. "I figured I would just pretend I don't recognize them. I mean, shit, they could be anyone, right?"About that time the wedding march started and Meredith made her way down the aisle. She gave Brock a sheepish look and moved to the side of the altar.Tara followed and then Erin.The ceremony was short and not overly religious. When it ended, Sam and Erin Van Landingham were. I wrapped the towel around my head, and went to pick out an outfit while my AOL signed on.I decided on a tan, knee length skirt; a white halter top; some white, strappy sandals; and my brown purse to match the tie belt that fell around my waist.I glanced at the computer screen. Ben, Amanda, Brittany, the rest of the gang, and several other people were on.Kyle instant messaged me, and so did Amanda.I replied a "hey" to each, then got dressed. I did my makeup while I talked to Amanda. I really. I lead her to Karen’s gravestone. We still weren’t exchanging any words until I stopped in front of my dead wife’s grave. “So this is where your wife’s lying?” Denise asked quietly. “Yeah!” I took a deep breath. “This is Karen’s place now. I was witness of the involuntary abortion that cost her life. I couldn’t do anything but see her die in my arms. That’s why sometimes I’m still not over it.” Denise pressed my arm against her side and lay her head on my shoulder. The dark feelings in.