....here's the part I know is probably going to get me introuble...mom I'm sorry but I'm the one that used your credit card at thatcanadian pharmacy, ...nine months ago I bought a year's supply of estradiol andanti-androgen patches and I've been wearing them everyday since then, atfirst nothing happened for a few months and then..well you see, I'm sorryfor what I did and not coming to you, I just felt trapped and scared, I justneed to be a girl."Dr. Price cut me off, "Andrew self medicating. She'd insisted I call them that, that I get used to the idea. 'Younever know, I bet you'll love them!' she'd said in order to ease myuncertainty a few weeks after she'd started feeding me those pills and mychest had begun to soften.She was right. I could get used to working for Irma, with her otherattendants. Irma's establishment was established years ago for women,but also for men. For women as a beauty parlor and for men as a placewhere they too can find the kinds of satisfaction women. But he didn’t push me.We were perfect gentlepeople.But the tension. The memory of our first dinner, of that languid kiss, buzzed through our awareness.A PROPOSAL“If you join us,” Adoran said, on the third day of quiet talking and long walks. “You could be our concubine.”We were walking along the wall that ringed the castle. Stone bits were worked into the edge to make it hard to shoot us with arrows – but because this was my imagination, the bits were artfully designed and carved with sneering. We got out during the interval and got back home. Usually, they were alone at home as their parents would return only at night. They undressed me, touching and feeling me all over which got me into the mood.Then they pushed me onto the bed and put some sensuous belly dance music. It all seemed their plan all along as they started belly dancing to the tune. I sat there watching all this as they showed off their curves and navel and my tool was saluting them all along.After some steamy belly.