I drank some red wine and smoked some weed, listening to music.So tonight I planned a night at home and to mess around with myself. I played with a d...ildo in my ass while smoking more weed, before douching out my ass. Then after I poured myself some more wine and I shaved the hair from my balls, and I used NAIR on my legs, arms, and boy-pussy. Then I showered and wiped off the excess hair.Naked but for my robe, I sat on my sofa and relaxed with more wine, while listening to music. After a. I decided on sort of dressy. I wore a white silk blouse that unbuttoned down the back and a white lace bra not to thick and matching panties and a short skirt and thigh highs and heels. I got to the video store at 8am she unlocked the door to let me in and locked it behind me. She was very pretty. Karen was wearing a tight T shirt without a bra, jeans. She gave me a big hug crushing her 36DD up against me, they were so nice and big and round. She told me that she had a great adult movie about. The word actually means ‘action,’ any action that disturbs a balance, any balance. We can also look at karma as creating something and then experiencing the creation. Early in human manifestation we deliberately make lots of karma, in essence trying experiments. We also make even more accidentally as we blunder through life. The personality is generally oblivious to all of this but the soul is very aware of all of the imbalances. In later lifetimes we will work to re-balance our outstanding. "She came over and sat next to me wrapping her arm around mine. "Now that she knows, why don't you give it a chance? Maybe you are ready and just need a little encouragement." I don't know what to do. I mean I have never been with a girl before. I have made out with dozens but I have never touched one inappropriately," I explained, not feeling ashamed but more afraid."When you planned your first time, did you plan on oral sex?" she asked as I quickly looked at her."Well yes, but I'm not sure.