..... We got there and pitched the tents, grabbed a beer and proceeded to skin-up and get nice and mellow. All was going well and she asked me to go ...for a wander about the site to see what was happening. I don't know if you ever went there, but it was a bit anarchic and a 'no-go-area' for the police. You could get (almost) any d**g there except for heroine. She wanted some acid, so I got some , we dropped some and went about our tour of the site - there was a big crowd in one corner watching. " No, maybe even with him." She had another image of his face hovering over hers, his body hovering between her legs, and squirmed with discomfort. "If I can get over it." Well," said David, regarding her with his unblinking green eyes. "I think that means you have a choice to make. Everything and everyone around you says you should be going for it ... All except your heart, your gut, your instinct, your subconscious—whatever you wanna call it. You can trust that part of you ... Or you can go. It's not something I'd done before, but Tina and Gail seemed to expect to, so I guess it was part of the new life. Well, as completely a girl as I felt, and as much as everybody kept talking about how perfect I was, I still had a lot of things to learn. They wanted to go for a walk after lunch, and Mom said that I could go, but to stay in the neighborhood. We started walking down Belle Plaine Trail, heading west towards the public school and the nearest park. Gail resumed her. I came back from brushing and saw that the dog didn't steal my pillow while I was gone. I thought he had finally given up. I congratulated myself for winning that one.The boating dream seemed to reoccur every Wednesday which seemed strange. One Wednesday my wife decided not to go shopping because of the weather. It was storming out and she didn't want to get wet. She told me to go ahead and take my nap while she got dinner ready. The dream was back with better storms, I suppose because it was.