She'd die before she let him see her getting herself off."I looked at the pictures again and squirmed as my shorts got tighter and tighter. The though...t of actually touching that body made it hard to breathe. I didn't doubt that doing Sarah would be the high point of my life but it was just too sleazy, even for me, the precocious little shit.I handed them back to him. "Well, good luck. It was nice knowing you. You can count me out on this one."My cousin looked disappointed. "Jeez, Jerry! I never. I started at her stomach, tracing circles along those hard ab ridges, dipping into her belly button and then stroking up and down her sides.She slowly woke up as my teasing began to turn her on and when her heavy lidded eyes cracked open I moved up to her face, tracing her lips, jaw line, ears and neck. She murmured with pleasure and continued to wake up before trying to move and join in, only to find that she was trapped. Her eyes popped open with that realization and she glared at me with a. " I nudged him over and sat down on the bed."Look, going through girls like you're keeping score isn't going to help the hurt. What you're doing is nothing better than selfish masturbation—it feels good when you're doing it, but it doesn't fix anything. Have you ever thought about how the girls feel when you're done with them? Have you?" I don't care! Just leave me alone!" He tried to get up."Kev, you're not going anywhere until we've talked about this. Okay, I can understand you're hurting. Kaleidoscope colors and images raced through my head.In the midst of my orgasmic hysteria, I heard him say, "Now you know what its like for a little white girl to be Soul-Fucked by a real nigger!"I continued thrusting my body. I was grinding his cock deep into my uterus.I screamed in a mixture of ecstasy and agony again and again as the orgasm became one continuous crescendo of ever increasing waves of intensity.My womb and cervix contracted involuntarily.It hurt so much, but it hurt so good!.