My recollections are incredibly detailed, but they’re a hodge-podge of mismatched details. I’m not sure what’s real and what isn’t.”“Descr...ibe the dreams for me. What’s the transition between concrete events and your visions like?”“The demarcation was clear. I didn’t experience much pain while my body disintegrated, but it caught up to me like a giant wave, washing me away. I faded out, just as my body disappeared.”“Pardon me, what does that mean?”“Exactly as it sounds. As everything stretched. Phir vardi ka rubab aur khaas chaukidaar ke rutbe ne dekhte dekhte use haveli ka khaas aadmi bana diya. Phir Thakur sahab bhi us par mehar ban the., jo jaldi hi aur naukaron par uska humkum bhi chalne laga tha.Halanki uski duty raat ki thi aur din wo araam kar sakta tha par Ranbeer subah tak apni duty baja 11 baje tak sota tha. Phir naha dho kar wo apne liye khana banata aur khana khane ke bad fir haveli me aa jaata.Haveli ke mukya dwar par uski duty 6.00 baje se shuru hoti isliye wo astabal me. ‘Doesn’t matter to me. This is nice too.’ I felt him smile, and it tightened things low in my belly. Running my hands up his back and into the soft, soft hair on the back of his head, I snuggled him in. ‘You need to relax, love… take some time and just breathe.’ ‘Isn’t that what I’m doing right now?’ He looked up and me and gave me a cocky little grin. I made a sound of frustration and pushed him away a bit. ‘You know that’s not what I mean. You’ve been running yourself ragged and you’re going. I told her that it looked like she had just stepped off the cover of some western novel."In Russia, we don't celebrate Christmas until January 7," Anna informed me. "Most families get together and have a big dinner together." Well, we'll just have to go out to eat, or maybe get together with my brother, on the seventh, to celebrate," I replied.Anna gave me some special presents that she had brought with her from Russia. Several of the smaller items were placed on the tree. My favorite was the.