There were dildos in the bag of various sizes from small to one huge one bigger than his dick. I pulled out a ball with a strap-like on it. I asked hi...m what that was for. He told me I didn’t want to know. I pulled a strap on out asking him why he had one of those. He told me that belonged to Linda and her girlfriend.“John, did you ever have sex with Linda and her girlfriend?” I asked.I already knew the truth as I had asked Linda during one of our many lunches together. I sort of just wanted to. "OK, quit crying, I'll put some more lube in you."I was already wearing a lubed condom and that alone should be enough but this guy was just freaking out and if I couldn't get him calmed down, his back door would shut tight like a clamshell. Jason reached forward to his nightstand he pulled a tube out of the drawer and handed it to me."Crazy Girl Anal Ease? That sounds just perfect for you cause you're acting like a girl. Oh, I see it's desensitizing, are you sure that's what you want. How, you. I nod slowly in agreement. ‘When one knows nothing but darkness for so long, it becomes a comfort.’ I don’t want to say the words because in the past they’ve always led to the feel of a gun barrel brushing against the back of my head. This time though, something feels…different. ‘Then let me show you something besides darkness.’ New words. This isn’t the nightmare of the past. This is something all together new. I start to turn but your hands catch my arms and hold me still, pulling me against. Would you mind going outside to my car with me? I have something that I’d like to give you.”Frowning, Kim asked, “What is it?”“I’ll explain it outside,” Dan said.Trusting Dan, Kim said, “Okay.”She followed him out to the parking lot realizing that it was pretty dark out there. Kim wasn’t normally a fearful woman, but she felt that Dan was acting a little strange and that bothered her. Dan opened the door of his car and leaned in. He straightened up and held up some papers. She stared at the.