"hey" Whats up Hun?" she inquired"Im freaking out baby" Why ?" Im scared and insecure. I'm a fucking retard. i cant do this tonight" ummmm oookaaaayyy...y" she said with obvious confusion (i would like to think disappointment as well)i hung up the phone.After a couple of days , I couldnt stop thinking about her. Gazing at pix and wondering what could have been i called her again.She picked up and before she could say hello i intruded "Look i Know im fucking retarded, and i didnt handle things well. ..did you get the berries?" Krystal handed her half of her hunt, but gave her most of the it after her mother struck her a nearly death gaze. She ate like she hadn't eaten in days, probably making room for the baby if anything. Krystal was a bit confused and just wandered off saying she was going to get more food, of course she lied and went into the nearby town to meet up with a friend. It's not like she didn't know though, a mother's intuition nearly never fails. She gathered her energy and,. We returned to Bobby's office, and once we sat down, he said, "Now that you own property it's time you have an Arkansas driver's license unless you plan to move back to California." That's not going to happen anytime soon. What do I need to get the license?" Take the written test, give them your thumbprint and the social security number from your social security card." That might be a problem; I have to ask Lana if it is packed away or not." We can order you one and have it mailed to the. I just looked into thefloor. Chase reached out and put his hand on my thigh and said tell me whatyou want. I looked over and I said I want to be loved I want to feel neededand loved and not just used for sex. I want to know that someone feels thesame about me as I do about them. I want to enjoy exploring each other'sbodies. I want to feel things that I haven't felt before. I want someonethat treats me like I am someone. I said I guess what I am saying, is Iwant a boy friend. Chase pulled up.