It wasn't infatuation. It wasn't adoration. It wasn't a crush. It wasn't something that wavered. It wasn't something that faded.I thought I had rebuil...t my life in the five years since Kelly and I divorced. I thought I had everything I needed to ensure my happiness. I had my children. I had my career. I had time for myself and my hobbies.I was happy. I can say without reservation that even before I met Carrie, I was happy.But I can say with equal certainty that I was happier after I met her —. I was afraid of him. "Hello", I walked upto his table in the cheap trust stop diner. "Are you John?". "Yes", he said in a booming voice. "I am Dave." I said extending my hand. "You are supposed to meet Erika tonight". "Yes." he had a questioning look. "John, my mother wanted to know if you can meet her at 8:00 PM in motel 6 at he next exit." John looked at me with amusement. "Your mother." he laughed. "that bitch is your mother and she sent you to meet the man who is going to fuck her silly. As we entered the sauna we took a seat high up and he let me sit down next to him he asked me to stand between his legs for a moment as he slipped the towel away exposing the huge towering hard cock it took my breath away as it was so big and long it jutted up so high in front of me it was even with my lips as I stood in front of him the huge flaring cock head was waving at me level with both of our mouths just as I leaned forward to kiss the massive cock he did to locking both of our lips on. Not a breath was taken. The sound of its voice echoed in his head. Slowly it began to respond. "I 'am the darkness that you embrace. I am the light you shut out. I am the evil that you loath, and combat every day." It was this comment that caused his hand to grip the hilt of his katana firmly in preparation for what every came next. "I am the peace and the war, life and death. That's what I am." It was silent for along while. He held his tongue waiting for more, but alas it never came. So he.