The movie screen abruptly came to life, showing all sorts of sexually graphic material. She tried not to look, but the screen was positioned so that s...he couldn’t look away. The electrodes made her feel as if someone was sucking on her most private places, and the images on the screen burned into her mind. With each wave of pleasure she though to herself ‘I mustn’t enjoy. I mustn’t enjoy.’ The electrodes were having a steady and constant effect on her. Each pulse sent her to higher realms of. I slowly began to relax. I musthave fallen asleep quickly, but just as before, I was suddenly awakenedby the crying of a child. I sat up and immediately looked back at thecloset. The sound was definitely coming from inside.Fearfully, I rushed over and threw open the door. A soft mist from insidethe closed rolled into the room. I looked down as it crossed my bare feet.I drew the robe I had put on tighter and stuck my head inside the closet. Ipushed the clothes aside and reached toward the. Her idea was that a girlfriend would be the incentive I needed to find a way to overcome the intellectual and financial problems. It would have been good advice, except I wasn't having any better luck with girls than I was with my other problems.Girls shouldn't have been a problem, but they were.I had dated a girl in High School. She taught me to kiss properly. We both knew that she wasn't a virgin, and I rather expected her to let me go all the way eventually. For some reason, she broke up. I was not technically a virgin because I went to the Mustang Ranch (a legal brothel in Nevada) that summer and got laid by a prostitute, but that was a very business-like experience and did nothing to prepare me for Kelly. I was also very nervous about doing anything with the boss's wife. I liked my job and considered Ralph a friend of mine, although I did think he took Kelly for granted. Finally, one day her conversation got especially explicit. I masturbated quite a lot back then (ok, I still.